I am a million things at once. I feel ecstatic and manic..and so overwhelmingly sad at the same time. there aren’t words for it – although i guess it could be the same as laughter through tears. My life is changing, for the better; for the worse. Everything I want could be at the tips of my fingers. But I fear that i might lose one life for another. Could it happen?
The coffee, the diesel, the methamphetamine 